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2015 - 6th Anniversary  Lea, whenever you remember me I wish you remember me loving you. I love you to the depth of my heart and soul. You, my sweet Lea have taught me the entire purpose of life here on earth. You have taught me what love is and how deep we can feel because of knowing and feeling the presence of God within us. Love is all we have in this world that has any value. The rest is just a way to profoundly learn the reason for our existence to prepare us for our next life. Courage is what I'm striving for everyday to help me cope with being separated from you physically, although I know and feel your spirit and your love is always with me. To the greatest love of my life I say, thank you and I hold you dear inside me every second of every day till the end of time, till I meet you in eternity where we will have no more pain and suffering and we will just be able to love each other forever.  Love is Forever Love is creativity Love is grieving Love is beauty flowing through you Love is kindness Love is spaciousness Love is patience Love is depth Love is holy Love is awareness Love is gratitude Love is forgiveness Love is all we need. These loving qualities that each of us must strive to achieve are qualities that I always saw in you and you always shared with us. How we all miss you and love you back. Be still and lay aside all thoughts of what you are, what God is, all concepts you have learned about the world, images you hold about yourself. Forget this world and come with holy empty hands unto your God. Jesus says, simply do this. We need to surrender and to let God find us. Stop trying to find God. God the father knows the way to his son. We must seek that one recognition, that one understanding, to hold still and allow this one glorious moment of holy joining. Allow all of these things to fall away so the Father may find the Son at last. This is one moment of awakening, being with God, in his presence and allowing strength to flow through us. This is the legacy I feel from Lea. A love so deep that can only be transmitted through God. Lea, what do I feel when I think of you? I want to be the best of myself that I can be. I feel comforted and loved so deeply by you. I feel a great peace when I know you are with me. I feel such love that words alone cannot come close to describing these feelings. I miss you my beautiful Lea. You have given me so much and continue to give me every moment of every day. Thank you for everything we shared and thank you for allowing me to feel real love. Why wait for heaven? The peace of God is shining in us now. This is the moment that we choose to know that we are home. We are enlightened. There is no need to wait for everything that we could desire, any truth that is already ours is shining this very moment. We need to do nothing but allow the beauty of our inner spaciousness to expand and join with God so we can feel at home in his presence.
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